I hate this. I hate this so much, I thought to myself as I sank to floor of the bedroom, my eyes filling with tears. Justin was waiting for me to start eating but I couldn’t handle it anymore. I felt the tears spill out of my eyes and I put my face in my hands, crying softly.
“You alright babe?” I heard Justin ask, sounding worried.
“Yeah” I sniffled, “I’ll be out in a sec.” I tried to sound put together but I knew I was fooling no one. I heard the door creak open and when I opened my eyes I say Justin standing above me, his eyes filling with tears too.
The two things that I hate most in this world are seeing Selena cry, and being the reason she’s crying. I sat down on the floor in front of her putting my hands on her knees.
“I’m so so sorr-“ I started
“Stop. You know it’s not your fault. We both have fans, families and carriers and it is silly to think that we can always be together, its just… I just hate leaving you.” She said as she placed her hands on either sides of my face and kissed me softly.
“I know what we should do. I think we need a me and you movie marathon. I’ll call Kenny and tell him to cancel dinner for tonight. It will just be me and you. Got it?” I knew she loved doing this so hopefully it would cheer her up just a little.
“That sounds perfect” she said. I scooped her up into my arms and carried her out into the other room. I plopped her down on the couch and grabbed the remote before she could.
“I get to pick.” I said. She giggled but didn’t object. I scrolled through the On Demand movies looking for just one. “Perfect.” I whispered and hit select. I looked over at Selena just in time to see a smile spread across her face as The Notebook began to play, and I knew all I really wanted to watch was her.
Our movie, I thought to myself. God I love him.
I felt Justin’s eyes on me as the movie started so I cuddled up right next to him. Neither of us said much during the first movie, just sat cuddled and kissed a little, and Justin paid full attention to me, well other than texting Kenny, which was perfect. Next it was my turn to pick a movie, so I pulled out a classic-Finding Nemo. He laughed but agreed to it. We ordered room service and about halfway through the movie we started to get a little bit restless.
“I have an idea” I said. “Lets play a game”
“Like what kind of game?”
“Welllll, lets see, we don’t have any board games so any other ideas?”
We both sat thinking for a minute, Justin looking very cute. After staring at him, forehead crinkled, being all adorable, I came up with the perfect game.
Selena jumped up suddenly and taped me on the shoulder.
“Your it” she said and then, ran as fast as she could the other way disappearing into the other room. I laughed and jumped up following her into the kitchen, just as she ran out the other door. I chased her for about a minute until I cornered her in the bedroom. She was standing up against the wall and giggling hysterically. Instead of tagging her I caught her by surprise, and began to tickle her stomach. She fell over laughing,
“Stop it, Stop ittt!!!!!!” she screeched rolling on the floor. I pulled my hands away and sat on the floor next to her. She managed to sit up and look at me for one second before I started again. This time she was a little more prepared, and she fought back a little. Letting her win, she ended up on top of me, sitting on my stomach, legs on either side of me as I lay with my back flat on the ground.
“Well it looks like you win then” I said putting my hands up in surrender.
“It doesn’t it?? :)” she giggled, leaning down to kiss me. As soon as her lips met mine, sparks flew, like they always did, but the feeling never gets old. I pulled her in closer to me, wanting there to be nothing separating us. I sat up and she wrapped her legs around my waist, playing with my hair.
“I.. love.. you…” I said in between breathes. Instead of responding she simply kissed me harder, her tongue exploring the inside of my mouth. Never breaking contact I stood up and sat her down on the bed, as she tugged at my shirt.
-Later that night-
We lay in bed, as she played with my hair.
“You know I love you more than anything in the entire world right?” she said.
“Of course. And I hope you know I love you ten times more than that” I said as and kissed her cheek as she blushed. We lay in silence for little while and then something dawned on my. I poked her in the stomach and smiled.
“Ow! What was that for?” she asked.
“Yours it” I laughed :)
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